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The “Connection with the Universe” Intensive
I took part in the intensive from the very beginning. The first three days did not bring any major discoveries for me. I gladly did the exercises, but I had learned long ago to feel gravity and the presence of the Light of the Sun in plants, people, the air—in all living objects and in space in general. These sensations always became more acute after meditation (which I have practiced since 2009). And after completing the courses on Ra-fields (energy fields), my sensitivity to the Light (and solar energies) became even stronger.
But the fourth day turned my worldview upside down and expanded it so much that I remained deeply impressed not just for one day, but until the end of the intensive
I could not even imagine that our bodies are so closely connected with the planets!! Yes, astrology teaches us that the planets and their positions influence people’s lives and destinies. Yes, we can observe this in our own lives and those of our acquaintances (I do not mean the general horoscopes that used to be printed in newspapers and now pop up from every corner of the internet; I mean personal natal charts individually prepared by competent specialists). But through what mechanism do the planets exert this influence? I had never thought about it, and then I suddenly realized: because particles of them are present in us, and through these particles they can influence us! It turns out that everything is so simple—and at the same time so complicated. Of course, it is not only physical particles that are involved, but also the energy-information fields carrying the planets’ data, and something else—the effect is complex and takes place on several planes. I simply did not know about the real physical level, and this became a genuine discovery for me!
The fifth day passed calmly after the fourth. The realization that life originated beyond Earth was not new to me either and came easily, as did the understanding that I am the end result of a very complex chain of events.
But the sixth day brought another surprise Of course, I knew that the planets fly through space at some speed, and after watching the film “The Earth Does Not Revolve Around the Sun” back in 2012, I knew that the Sun also does not stand still but flies and rotates at some speed as well... But for some reason it had never occurred to me that these speeds are so enormous! I had not even had the impulse to think about it. And then I pictured it, and suddenly felt uneasy. Here I am, apparently sitting in meditation, in an apartment with solid stone walls, motionless. But in reality, all this solidity and immobility is one big illusion! Even when I am driven in a car, I am afraid of high speeds and start praying to suppress the feeling of fear and danger, while it turns out that I am hurtling through space at an unimaginable speed!! So what if Earth is incomparably larger than a car! So what if I do not feel this speed at all! The familiar fear still sprang from somewhere, and the famous phrase flashed through my mind: “Stop the Earth, I want to get off!”
Then, of course, reason and awareness kicked in: “Get off where? Into space? And then what? No, that’s not an option” The only consolation is that everything in space has been working perfectly for a very long time. Earth has been flying peacefully all this time, hasn’t it? And it will continue to fly. In general, I somehow calmed myself down and persuaded myself that flying on Earth is safe, and that flying outside Earth is much worse... I tried to shift my focus from speed to the Center of the Universe, so to speak. A long time ago, in 2010, I had already practiced attuning myself to the Center of the Universe, and practiced it for some time, so I vaguely remembered what it was about. Now I tried again. It turned out that in these 12 years I had changed considerably, and now the Center of the Universe and the space where it is located were perceived completely differently than before. Somehow more vividly and powerfully, more three-dimensional, global. And I felt the energy of the CU coming directly toward me. Previously, I had not known how to feel it; I could only imagine that it existed. In short, it was interesting and unusual—the sixth day was very intense.
And finally, the seventh day. I conducted a meditation on the Cosmic Void. Or rather, I tried to. No matter how hard I tried, I could not perceive this enormous space as empty! It felt alive and full, but this life seemed to be hidden behind a dark veil, as if in a neighboring dimension. It was as if you opened your eyes (mentally, while in space)—darkness, and nothing was visible; you closed them—and everything around you shone and shimmered in all the colors of the rainbow, flowing into one another, swirling, eddying, living, breathing, watching you... Then you opened your eyes again—and everything disappeared; it was dark once more, and nothing could be seen. Interestingly, with “open” eyes, solid bodies—planets and satellites—stood out strongly and drew attention to themselves. But the moment you “closed” your eyes, they immediately became lost and completely unnoticeable, displaced by the diversity and multicoloredness of the moving space. Another global upheaval in consciousness!
I tried to talk with this colorful Space, this Cosmos. Well, what do I mean by tried? I intended to ask something, but it turned out that I could not think of a suitable question—everything seemed somehow insignificant and petty, unserious and foolish. So I did not ask anything after all. Although it felt as if Space were looking at me. With curiosity. Waiting and observing what I would do. Alas, it did not wait
I realized that I was not ready for such a conversation and “escaped” into the physical world
Now I need to process this entire experience. Perhaps someday I will become ready, come up with a topic for conversation, and return prepared. For some reason, it seems that Space-Cosmos will not pay any attention to my absence; it will not even notice it—what is years for me now is many times less than the smallest fraction of a second for it. Space-Cosmos has no time at all, because it always was, is, and will be. Some processes take place within it, something happens, something is born, something dies, while it remains in its place, unchanged (relative to the objects within it), and at the same time changes (inside, where the colored swirls and iridescence are). Somehow it rearranges itself, but no one sees this because it is customary to believe that there is nothing in this Space, that it is empty, dark emptiness...
These realizations were enough for me I need to somehow digest all of this!
Thank you, Teacher, for the wonderful intensive and the living material, and for the very idea!!!
Thank you to all the participants!!
Thank you to the Universe (you could say, the most important Participant in this event, since it interacted with each of us)! And it continues to do so.
I wish all of us to preserve this awareness
I took part in the intensive from the very beginning. The first three days did not bring any major discoveries for me. I gladly did the exercises, but I had learned long ago to feel gravity and the presence of the Light of the Sun in plants, people, the air—in all living objects and in space in general. These sensations always became more acute after meditation (which I have practiced since 2009). And after completing the courses on Ra-fields (energy fields), my sensitivity to the Light (and solar energies) became even stronger.
But the fourth day turned my worldview upside down and expanded it so much that I remained deeply impressed not just for one day, but until the end of the intensive
I could not even imagine that our bodies are so closely connected with the planets!! Yes, astrology teaches us that the planets and their positions influence people’s lives and destinies. Yes, we can observe this in our own lives and those of our acquaintances (I do not mean the general horoscopes that used to be printed in newspapers and now pop up from every corner of the internet; I mean personal natal charts individually prepared by competent specialists). But through what mechanism do the planets exert this influence? I had never thought about it, and then I suddenly realized: because particles of them are present in us, and through these particles they can influence us! It turns out that everything is so simple—and at the same time so complicated. Of course, it is not only physical particles that are involved, but also the energy-information fields carrying the planets’ data, and something else—the effect is complex and takes place on several planes. I simply did not know about the real physical level, and this became a genuine discovery for me!The fifth day passed calmly after the fourth. The realization that life originated beyond Earth was not new to me either and came easily, as did the understanding that I am the end result of a very complex chain of events.
But the sixth day brought another surprise
Of course, I knew that the planets fly through space at some speed, and after watching the film “The Earth Does Not Revolve Around the Sun” back in 2012, I knew that the Sun also does not stand still but flies and rotates at some speed as well... But for some reason it had never occurred to me that these speeds are so enormous! I had not even had the impulse to think about it. And then I pictured it, and suddenly felt uneasy. Here I am, apparently sitting in meditation, in an apartment with solid stone walls, motionless. But in reality, all this solidity and immobility is one big illusion! Even when I am driven in a car, I am afraid of high speeds and start praying to suppress the feeling of fear and danger, while it turns out that I am hurtling through space at an unimaginable speed!! So what if Earth is incomparably larger than a car! So what if I do not feel this speed at all! The familiar fear still sprang from somewhere, and the famous phrase flashed through my mind: “Stop the Earth, I want to get off!” Then, of course, reason and awareness kicked in: “Get off where? Into space? And then what? No, that’s not an option” The only consolation is that everything in space has been working perfectly for a very long time. Earth has been flying peacefully all this time, hasn’t it? And it will continue to fly. In general, I somehow calmed myself down and persuaded myself that flying on Earth is safe, and that flying outside Earth is much worse... I tried to shift my focus from speed to the Center of the Universe, so to speak. A long time ago, in 2010, I had already practiced attuning myself to the Center of the Universe, and practiced it for some time, so I vaguely remembered what it was about. Now I tried again. It turned out that in these 12 years I had changed considerably, and now the Center of the Universe and the space where it is located were perceived completely differently than before. Somehow more vividly and powerfully, more three-dimensional, global. And I felt the energy of the CU coming directly toward me. Previously, I had not known how to feel it; I could only imagine that it existed. In short, it was interesting and unusual—the sixth day was very intense.And finally, the seventh day. I conducted a meditation on the Cosmic Void. Or rather, I tried to. No matter how hard I tried, I could not perceive this enormous space as empty! It felt alive and full, but this life seemed to be hidden behind a dark veil, as if in a neighboring dimension. It was as if you opened your eyes (mentally, while in space)—darkness, and nothing was visible; you closed them—and everything around you shone and shimmered in all the colors of the rainbow, flowing into one another, swirling, eddying, living, breathing, watching you... Then you opened your eyes again—and everything disappeared; it was dark once more, and nothing could be seen. Interestingly, with “open” eyes, solid bodies—planets and satellites—stood out strongly and drew attention to themselves. But the moment you “closed” your eyes, they immediately became lost and completely unnoticeable, displaced by the diversity and multicoloredness of the moving space. Another global upheaval in consciousness!
I tried to talk with this colorful Space, this Cosmos. Well, what do I mean by tried? I intended to ask something, but it turned out that I could not think of a suitable question—everything seemed somehow insignificant and petty, unserious and foolish. So I did not ask anything after all. Although it felt as if Space were looking at me. With curiosity. Waiting and observing what I would do. Alas, it did not wait
I realized that I was not ready for such a conversation and “escaped” into the physical world Now I need to process this entire experience. Perhaps someday I will become ready, come up with a topic for conversation, and return prepared. For some reason, it seems that Space-Cosmos will not pay any attention to my absence; it will not even notice it—what is years for me now is many times less than the smallest fraction of a second for it. Space-Cosmos has no time at all, because it always was, is, and will be. Some processes take place within it, something happens, something is born, something dies, while it remains in its place, unchanged (relative to the objects within it), and at the same time changes (inside, where the colored swirls and iridescence are). Somehow it rearranges itself, but no one sees this because it is customary to believe that there is nothing in this Space, that it is empty, dark emptiness...These realizations were enough for me
I need to somehow digest all of this!Thank you, Teacher, for the wonderful intensive and the living material, and for the very idea!!!
Thank you to all the participants!!
Thank you to the Universe (you could say, the most important Participant in this event, since it interacted with each of us)!
And it continues to do so.I wish all of us to preserve this awareness
What a wonderful example of synchronicity with the energies of the intensive!
